Merry Go Round

i want a new hair cut, a new hair style , a new hair bang.
i wait , wait , and wait until 3 year , and mommy still don’t want to brought me to saloon.
what the heck?
its so unfair you know?
she promise , and she broke it, and act like nothing happen.
mom, do i look nothing to you?
its okay, i don’t need your love for me.
you’re so unfair to me.
i love you, but you NEVER appreciate it.
i hate you i hate you i hate you.
you always broke your promises mom.
but when my sister make a promise to you, you always grant her wish.
i was your daughter right? why do you always so unfair to me?

28th May 2012
i don’t know why i really hate my mommy today.
i just ask my mommy to buy me new shoes, and you know , she answered me with a angry tone.
“I DON’T WANT TO BUY YOU NEW SHOES!”
is that the word that a mommy would said to her daughter?
when i was a grade 7 student, i ask my mom can i bu a high heels?
she mad with me  it’s okay. i’m was the one who wrong.
but now?
she force me to wear high heels, fuck.
i need a crocs or something like that.
i don’t need high heels.
mom, you’re too selfish, you love my sister so much, you buy anything for her.
but when its my turn to ask what i want you always refuse anyting.
you sucks.

god, i’m sorry. but my patience is on limit.